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My fatness, silly goose, dork, sailor: Russell Dexter Barcarse-Rabanal Welll, I have been talking to this guy for quite a while now & today, he had given me the hugest smile & I just wanted to talk about him on my tumblr because he deserves to be put on my page & ranted on about because he is just soooo incredible & feeds me like millions of butterflies everyday & I wanted to show everyone how appreciated I am of him. So, we were texting today and he had told me that he couldn’t believe that we are where we are today, especially because of what happened in the past. I tell him all the time that what he has done in the past isn’t going to let me determine who he is because it’s who he is now that counts. This guy may be thousands of milies away right now, but no matter how far he is, he still continues to put a smile on my face & always knows how to give me butterflies. He may not be here, but he still reassures me that he can be capable of being trusted. We talk everyday & I can tell him about anything, no matter what it is. He is very understanding  & always knows when something is wrong. Russell is always there for me & I can always count on him. He knows just when how to make my day better, he tells me almost everyday that he just wants to try the best he can to continue to keep the smile on my face. That’s all I ask, is for him to try & I will to.  Russell, I know you’re going to read this so I just wanted to tell you, along with everyone else, that  I really am thankful to have you play such a huge part in my life. You may be thousands of miles away from me, but I always feel like you’re with me. Whether we are texting, on the phone, or on Skype. I’m really glad that we are where we are today because I can honestly say that I haven’t felt this happy for quite a while. I appreciate that you try your best everyday & that you are honest with me, for everything that there is to know. I really like that you’re not afraid to tell me anything & that you’re able to be open with me. I know you trust me, & I’m not going to lose your trust because that’s what’s important to me. For you to be treated the way I would like to be treated. If it’s not too much to ask. I ask of nothing more than for that and for you to always be yourself with me. I want you to know that I’m very appreciated for everything that you do. I like that I’m the first person that comes to your mind when you have accomplished something, like when you ran 6 miles straight. It may have been 5 in the morning, but I don’t regret answering your phone call at all. You are definitely the first person that I tell when something exciting happens. Actually, you just called me & you’re on the phone right now. I think you’re falling asleep, but it’s okay because I know calling me helps you fall asleep & I think that’s really cute. I’m glad to help you sleep. Well, I’m happy that you’re in my life, that you can be trusted, that you can be open with me, that you’re very thoughtful and caring, you consider others before yourself, you’re sweet, you put smiles on my face every single day, that you’re a great listener, and especially that you don’t have to pretend to be someone else in order for me to like you. I also want you to know that I will continue to try my best to keep that huge smile of yours on your face because you really do deserve to be happy. You’re a hard worker & you don’t give up easily,  & that’s why you deserve every bit of my respect. Ohhh & since you seem to be having a hard time going to sleep right now, & say hello like every 5 minutes, & you’re STILL not asleep because you had to put you’re alarm on too, I just wanted to say that you’re really cute when you get excited for something, it’s like a little kid at a candy store. I could just pinch your cheeks! Hahaha. Welll, I think I have said pretty much a lot, so I’ll stop here since I tell you what I like about you each time I learn something new. Ohh & TWO MORE things, I like you and I miss you & you’re big hugs! I really hope you are able to come home soon because I really do miss you, & I know that a lot of other people miss you as well!(: I know this was long, but you were worth the time (: lol

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